never want you to get lost. never want you to feel tired, bushed and uncompleted. never want you to have any uncertain ideas in your mind. i want more terrible things than that, more than your own death.
those are the littlest things for you that my imagine can hold; little, weak and humble imaginations.
what i wish for you is to stay stable. just to stay stable as a street lights. i don't wish the worst for you but i never pray for your best either.
i want you to get tired without running fast
i want you to feel excited without having any fun in your area.
i want your permanent stay in your own comfort zone. i don't want you to move, never.
not for a walk or a sleep either.